Marie M. Buchanan

<a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/marie4ashley/pic/0001secp/"><img border="0" width="320" height="193" alt="" src="http://pics.livejournal.com/marie4ashley/pic/0001secp/s320x240" /></a><br /><br /><font face="Comic Sans MS">This picture of Mr. Skip is copyrighted in my book<br /><a href="http://tinyurl.com/myewke ">http://<span id="snap_com_shot_url" style="background-image: url(http://i.ixnp.com/images/v6.7/t.gif); z-index: 99999; border-bottom: 0px; position: static; min-width: 0px; text-align: left; border-left: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; line-height: normal; background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; margin: 0px; min-height: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; font-family: 'trebuchet ms', arial, helvetica, sans-serif; max-width: 2000px; float: none; visibility: inherit; max-height: 2000px; font-size: 13px; border-top: 0px; top: auto; font-weight: bold; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; left: auto; cssfloat: none">tinyurl.com/myewke</span><font face="">&nbsp;</font></a><br /><br /><span id="Normal-C"><a href="http://www.lulu.com/commerce/index.php?fBuyContent=7520021"><img class="yui-img" border="0" alt="Support independent publishing: Buy this book on Lulu.&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span id=PPStyle4-C&gt;&lt;a href=" src="http://www.lulu.com/services/buy_now_buttons/images/book_blue.gif" www.the-truth-ministries.us="" /></a></span><br /><br />Dear God,</font> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms"><br />This scapegoat life is really boring me and killing me and I'm very sick of it and that's why it's 2:22 a.m. here and I am not sleeping yet. If it is your will, please save my very life but worse case scenario, my soul is saved because I saw a 180 degree change within my person even if I am not perfect yet.</span> <span style="font-family: comic sans ms"><br /><br />I know there is folks out there they will think that I am a nutcase but I don't care anymore. I am asking You for help and nobody else because I lost hope with those people on the American continent. They can not help me, all they can do is to harm me more than I actually am. You are the only one who can understand me because for them, <br />1) to express myself very well in English, <br />2) to know very well the Bible and <br />3) to know very well what is really going on is not enough. <br />No, nothing is good enough for them. <br />Even if I would kill myself, that would not be good enough. <br />And they fake to like this French accent, butin fact they think it's odd <br />but you know what? I love my accent.</span> <span style="font-family: comic sans ms"><br /><br />Here's what I was to post:</span> <br /><span style="font-family: Comic Sans MS"><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~</span> <span style="font-family: comic sans ms"><br /><br />Dear Fellow,</span> <span style="font-family: comic sans ms"><br /><br />Even if we do speak the same language <br /></span><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">since I learned so well English I became a translator</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">and I am not only a translator...</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">and even if we have the Bible in common, the US Constitution<br />and </span><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">we know both what's going on.</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">Seems to not be good enough to&nbsp;become friends...</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms"><br />Sad thing is that you never were under DHS<br />you are a spoiled kid in comparison<br />living around your family<br />I don't have a family, I lost my family.<br />My family was Ash, Mr. Skip and Mrs. Dashun.<br />I lost Mr. Skip October 2006.<br />I lost My Scottish Prince on December 2006<br />I lost Mrs. Dashun on October 2007<br />The two cats died of the fumes<br />of flea bombs<br />those damned stupid ignorant folks<br />did not tell us they were about to bomb us with the flees and the flee bomb.<br />Did not help Ash's health to the least because the two cats were healthy before.<br />I might be next do leave this evil world.<br /><br />So we are from a different world</span> <span style="font-family: comic sans ms"><br />You are full of life while I am full of sadness</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">You can not comprehend a word of what I am talking about</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">Simply because you did not experiment it yet</span> <br />That's just the way most humans are<br />I know what I am talking about, I am a Psy<br />but as a Psy, this was a very good experience<br />to learn more about the human nature<br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms"><br />Don't want to bother you too much</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">Since day 1st I entered in communication with you</span> <span style="font-family: comic sans ms"><br />I feel I am bothering you anyway.</span> <span style="font-family: comic sans ms"><br />Why? Because <br />I'm under DHS</span> <span style="font-family: comic sans ms">and you aren't</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">Two different worlds.</span> <span style="font-family: comic sans ms"><br />That's why.</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms"><br />I don't dislike you for that, Hon.</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">Not your fault if I did commit</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">the unforgivable sin under the New World Order</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">to marry a wonderful American</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">and I am deemed to be a potential terrorist I guess</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">because I'm born up North</span><br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">got a Masters in Psychology</span> <span style="font-family: comic sans ms"><br />worked at different ministries at the Canadian gov't</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">and I don't have a criminal record, not even a parking ticket</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms"><br />That's why I am treated like a piece of &quot;dung&quot;</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">and that nobody seems to care, except God Himself.</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">You are next to be treated like a potential terrorist</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">and you will remember me</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">because you will remember those words</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">and those words will burn inside your heart</span> <br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">because of what you will be put in yourself</span> <br /><span style="font-family: Comic Sans MS">and you will remember that I existed</span> <br /><span style="font-family: Comic Sans MS">you did not care</span> <span style="font-family: Comic Sans MS">and nobody will care for you either. <br /></span><span style="font-family: Comic Sans MS">All by yourself. Like a Big Boy. Like a Big Girl.</span> <span style="font-family: Comic Sans MS"><br />Your turn is coming you will desire death like I sometimes do, bad, bad girl.</span><br /><span style="font-family: Comic Sans MS"><br />You think I am happy/glad to tell you that?</span> <span style="font-family: Comic Sans MS"><br />Not only I do not like my life to the least</span> <br /><span style="font-family: Comic Sans MS">but I do hate to know what will happen to you.</span> <br />Why do you think I am shouting all over the internet my pain?<br />Only for myself? You think Iam stupid enough to not know <br />I am taking risks to open my mouth and show my wounds?<br />I am taking risks by doing so but I am serving truth (Jn. 14:6) <br />and the Fear of God (most pastors don't have a cue of what the fear of God is about) <br />is we are to accept His will for<br />our life, irrespective of the outcome.<br /><br />In Christ and for America,<br /><br /><span style="font-family: comic sans ms">The French American</span>